while everyone is celebrating new year's eve with their loved ones, i spent my could-have been memorable night on the floor waiting for him to text me. instead i called him and found that he was already asleep. i dont know it wasnt even a big deal i just felt...so lonely. ada je friends yg wish happy new year and all, ada yg almost made me cry. but sometimes it takes one person's attention to make this lil heart of mine satisfied. i dont have anyone to talk to about this. the only person i dare to open up is sarah. and due to her absence, he took sarah's place. sucks spending new year's eve crying and thinking worst things that could happen.